[ In an Effort to Down play any rumors or thoughts you might have. This Article was written strictly based on thoughts and what I've seen that has been Officially released Ergo: THTV, Interviews, Music Videos and so forth....I do not know Tom Kaultiz nor have ANY AFFLIATION with people who like to stalk him on a daily basis....you people can burn for all I care :) ]
Man of Mystery: Tom Kaulitz
Age:22 (23 september 1st!)
Occupation: Musician-Guitarist in Internationally known band Tokio Hotel.
I'm not sure what's driving me to write this. Maybe it's lack of sleep. Still I feel compelled to how could I say, maybe spew on my thoughts about him. As fairly and professionally as I possibly can.
So there are so many things that legitimately intrigue me about him. I'm sure many of the fans out there might share my thoughts. As for this observer, I find him to be the most alluring of the four great human begins that make up Tokio Hotel.
There are so many set personality traits one can see in the others. But for Tom things are a little fuzzy for me. Yes, yes this coming from someone who makes yearly predictions about him (and like 50% of them come to pass...I'm not a pro alright?) one would think I know all I need to know. So I've taken a moment and reflected on what I've actually seen of him. I broke it down piece by piece, and still..I'm at a loss for words.
I'm a greatly fascinated by people, their thoughts, actions, and emotions. This doesn't make me a stalker because I don't go trudging around the internet or anything like that to pick up information. I mean honestly, if I wanted to know what made him tick. The polite thing to be would most likely be to ask him. He has enough problems with despicable human beings following him around 24/7. Personally, I think people like you are better off in a room with padded walls and a hug me jacket.....Any way moving on....
What captured me the most, well was is initial personality front. The playboy, loving women and embarking on sexual endeavors. I see many people laughing it off, saying things like "Oh Tom..." or "Well that's Tom!"
But is it really Tom?
Granted some of his acts, could be true. He could just love women. I mean I love men? But when I first watched a lot of interviews back in 2009( my introduction months) It instantly hit me, like a ping on a radar screen. This kid his a helms deep in progress...I though to myself.
[ Note: Helms Deep is the fabled impenetrable fortress in LORD OF THE RINGS: The Two Towers ]
And that's his mind alone. So I gathered before knowing anything else about his personal life. That he was hiding something. Something great, greatly abysmal to most humans understanding. As he grew, and I so respectively observed from a distance. I saw it more and more, popping up appearing more often than none. It would appear in seconds on a video. And rarely captured in a photo. Growing, more, and more behind his richly brown eyes. It was dark, and utterly depressing. Loneliness...
"But of course" you all say "He's famous, so he's going to be lonely...."
Yes, but not every famous person is Lonely. When I catch those moments, my heart kind of hurts for him. And it's not the "Oh I'm lonely, can't trust anyone because of my status" Loneliness...It's like a lost feeling. Abandonment. But there was no way for it to escape his inner workings. Until music came into his life. When I watch him play, yes he's into it. Maybe what I see is a subconscious thing he is doing. Yet again the expression is there and gone in an instant, but slightly altered.
It's like every time he picks up that Guitar, he's figuring his life out with every note played. Like, he confronts the beast within and with every stroke, he's questioning it. Everything, his past decisions, thoughts for the future. And when he's close, so painstakingly close to coming up with an answer. The song is over. The battle inside of him goes back to a simple ceasefire. The only good thing coming from it, is the satisfaction of an adoring Audience. So he smiles, and feels their warmth.
Once it all fades away, the rush, the drug of their affection and adoration of the music....it's cold...again.
Hmm...I could be blowing this all out of proportion. But a man like Tom, puts up many fronts. I'm not saying I know him, or that I know everything about him. These are just simply words influenced by thoughts of mine. That I have chosen to keep in my head for quite sometime.
The eyes are the windows to the soul...yes? The eyes say everything about the heart? State of mind? Yet he wears his sunglasses virtually all the time. Perhaps it could be, his eyes are sensitive to light as some fans gathered on their own. If that were the case, why move to one of the sunniest places on earth?
Maybe it's yet another maneuver of the subconscious. He doesn't want the world to see, his soul, his heart, or his state of mind?
Do I blame him? Not at the least. He answered the call of fame. He took the step on the path to become a legend. Both things pay a heavy toll. So much has been given up. Time, contentment, personal safety, trust, love, privacy. But no, not his soul. Not his heart. Keeping them hidden, will also hide his state of mind.
and for the love of Peas and everything holy, I'm not calling him crazy....because he's NOT!
So much respect
I've become rather irritated at some fans, who find it a pass time to investigate him. Like it's a sport, a popularity contest. When in truth, it's someone's life you are playing with. That's really not nice. It's not good. I respect him for the walls he put up. I respect the fact that he chooses to wear his sunglasses for whatever reasons....But when that curtain comes down, and he pulls his pick from between pressed lips. You see him. And I respect that.....
I'm not sure what drove me to express all that was written. There is so much about Tom, I don't know. The real question is, do I want to know? I'm not afraid to know... Would it be fair for him to give what ever he holds inside of him away. Having to trust someone with what ever secrets lie beneath the music, behind his smile. Inside of his eyes.
I've heard people say, our weaknesses become our strengths. What weakness made him so strong, strong enough to move on, although it probably still haunts him to this day?
It's going to be one of those things we will possibly never know. Thankfully he was prepared for this weakness by having someone to lean on, when the world isn't watching. And his name is Bill....
[ Authors Note: I hope this made someone think. Maybe you are someone who thinks harassing and stalking the twins is fun. And you probably were one of those people who got off, or got a rush doing it. Maybe this will make you think twice. Or the off chance, you may become more obsessed....in case you do...here's something you should know....]
Don't bother...Don't bother...Don't bother....If you bother, you are a sick, sad, and twisted individual and eventually the world will know how heartless and emotionally perverted you are.
-End-
Man of Mystery: Tom KaulitzAge:22 (23 september 1st!)
Occupation: Musician-Guitarist in Internationally known band Tokio Hotel.
I'm not sure what's driving me to write this. Maybe it's lack of sleep. Still I feel compelled to how could I say, maybe spew on my thoughts about him. As fairly and professionally as I possibly can.
So there are so many things that legitimately intrigue me about him. I'm sure many of the fans out there might share my thoughts. As for this observer, I find him to be the most alluring of the four great human begins that make up Tokio Hotel.
There are so many set personality traits one can see in the others. But for Tom things are a little fuzzy for me. Yes, yes this coming from someone who makes yearly predictions about him (and like 50% of them come to pass...I'm not a pro alright?) one would think I know all I need to know. So I've taken a moment and reflected on what I've actually seen of him. I broke it down piece by piece, and still..I'm at a loss for words.
I'm a greatly fascinated by people, their thoughts, actions, and emotions. This doesn't make me a stalker because I don't go trudging around the internet or anything like that to pick up information. I mean honestly, if I wanted to know what made him tick. The polite thing to be would most likely be to ask him. He has enough problems with despicable human beings following him around 24/7. Personally, I think people like you are better off in a room with padded walls and a hug me jacket.....Any way moving on....
What captured me the most, well was is initial personality front. The playboy, loving women and embarking on sexual endeavors. I see many people laughing it off, saying things like "Oh Tom..." or "Well that's Tom!"
But is it really Tom?
Granted some of his acts, could be true. He could just love women. I mean I love men? But when I first watched a lot of interviews back in 2009( my introduction months) It instantly hit me, like a ping on a radar screen. This kid his a helms deep in progress...I though to myself.
[ Note: Helms Deep is the fabled impenetrable fortress in LORD OF THE RINGS: The Two Towers ]
And that's his mind alone. So I gathered before knowing anything else about his personal life. That he was hiding something. Something great, greatly abysmal to most humans understanding. As he grew, and I so respectively observed from a distance. I saw it more and more, popping up appearing more often than none. It would appear in seconds on a video. And rarely captured in a photo. Growing, more, and more behind his richly brown eyes. It was dark, and utterly depressing. Loneliness..."But of course" you all say "He's famous, so he's going to be lonely...."
Yes, but not every famous person is Lonely. When I catch those moments, my heart kind of hurts for him. And it's not the "Oh I'm lonely, can't trust anyone because of my status" Loneliness...It's like a lost feeling. Abandonment. But there was no way for it to escape his inner workings. Until music came into his life. When I watch him play, yes he's into it. Maybe what I see is a subconscious thing he is doing. Yet again the expression is there and gone in an instant, but slightly altered.
It's like every time he picks up that Guitar, he's figuring his life out with every note played. Like, he confronts the beast within and with every stroke, he's questioning it. Everything, his past decisions, thoughts for the future. And when he's close, so painstakingly close to coming up with an answer. The song is over. The battle inside of him goes back to a simple ceasefire. The only good thing coming from it, is the satisfaction of an adoring Audience. So he smiles, and feels their warmth.
Once it all fades away, the rush, the drug of their affection and adoration of the music....it's cold...again.
Hmm...I could be blowing this all out of proportion. But a man like Tom, puts up many fronts. I'm not saying I know him, or that I know everything about him. These are just simply words influenced by thoughts of mine. That I have chosen to keep in my head for quite sometime.
The eyes are the windows to the soul...yes? The eyes say everything about the heart? State of mind? Yet he wears his sunglasses virtually all the time. Perhaps it could be, his eyes are sensitive to light as some fans gathered on their own. If that were the case, why move to one of the sunniest places on earth?
Maybe it's yet another maneuver of the subconscious. He doesn't want the world to see, his soul, his heart, or his state of mind?
Do I blame him? Not at the least. He answered the call of fame. He took the step on the path to become a legend. Both things pay a heavy toll. So much has been given up. Time, contentment, personal safety, trust, love, privacy. But no, not his soul. Not his heart. Keeping them hidden, will also hide his state of mind.
and for the love of Peas and everything holy, I'm not calling him crazy....because he's NOT!
So much respect
I've become rather irritated at some fans, who find it a pass time to investigate him. Like it's a sport, a popularity contest. When in truth, it's someone's life you are playing with. That's really not nice. It's not good. I respect him for the walls he put up. I respect the fact that he chooses to wear his sunglasses for whatever reasons....But when that curtain comes down, and he pulls his pick from between pressed lips. You see him. And I respect that.....
I'm not sure what drove me to express all that was written. There is so much about Tom, I don't know. The real question is, do I want to know? I'm not afraid to know... Would it be fair for him to give what ever he holds inside of him away. Having to trust someone with what ever secrets lie beneath the music, behind his smile. Inside of his eyes.I've heard people say, our weaknesses become our strengths. What weakness made him so strong, strong enough to move on, although it probably still haunts him to this day?
It's going to be one of those things we will possibly never know. Thankfully he was prepared for this weakness by having someone to lean on, when the world isn't watching. And his name is Bill....
[ Authors Note: I hope this made someone think. Maybe you are someone who thinks harassing and stalking the twins is fun. And you probably were one of those people who got off, or got a rush doing it. Maybe this will make you think twice. Or the off chance, you may become more obsessed....in case you do...here's something you should know....]
Don't bother...Don't bother...Don't bother....If you bother, you are a sick, sad, and twisted individual and eventually the world will know how heartless and emotionally perverted you are.
-End-
I think all the stars just wear sunglasses all the time even at night bc of all the paparazzi and all the camera flashes actually.
ReplyDeleteNow I'm kinda glad. All these years that I've been a fan of these guys, I've thought that it's just my wicked mind. That there's nothing more to it than what they want us to see. There are some interviews where I think he gets tired of playing a womanizer. He's said that he think's he's never gonna find someone who understand him. You can see how Bill's face changes when he says that. Almost like he knows it's true, and it hurt's both of them.
ReplyDeleteI'm not like other fans. I think I understand them more than the other Aliens. Maybe I just want to be special, but then I would had came up with something different.
Adrija you are special its so rare to find aliens who respect not only their music but them as people. So many aliens fail to realize that Tokio Hotel has lives too they love music and its their aspiration but they want other things in life too.... Its probably already hard enough for them to go out with the paparazzi out and about but with stalkers and people who are trying to get into every personal aspect of their life is quite sad. Im sure the life they live gets so tiring sometimes they need a break and fans fail to realize that they expect them to be perfect when in fact they are human!! Adrija if you are a fan who respects them and truly supports them no matter what they do then you are special because you are probably 1 out of 10 fans that actually support them and love there music and do not want to jut have sex with one of the members or have your 5 minutes of fame and aliens like you are the ones we need in the alien fandom thank you hun!! P.S. Sally all this is true i see it too!!!
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